it made me feel new for a while

New experience

Felt so happy

Like the books say - makes you feel like a child

today I woke up

Today before opening the curtain I knew you were there and slowly I layed my eyes on you

So fresh ,clean quiet, peaceful

Like you did nothing wrong

Like you were there doing nothing

Just lying

Just there

Very still

So cold

Yet

So warming

Inside my heart I feel invaded

I wonder when you'll fade away

I wonder when you'll die

back to what wer' use to here

so normal

On that day will wake up like everyday

And that one day you won't be there

Sadness and emptiness fills my heart already by just pretending

But I know now how its like

The feelings and emotions someone gets when you fall down on us

what I felt

We all want to touch you feel you

And so I like to believe so

Iven if its just for a moment

we notice you,

A clear soft wonderland fantasy

After 23 years I experience you and ah

Every organ smile with pure, ity

pure inner joy

No cruelty, no troubles, no struggles, no nothing

pure stillness and elegance

also invasive

November 27th I got my inner child out in full strength

So funn so great

Reminded me how much is out there to be seen and experienced for the first time

made me want to show a big group of kids from the desert the ocean for the first time in their lifes

Made me want to show a big group of kids from a tropical island fluffy snow fall for the first time in their lifes

New beautiful things bring the best of me

Nature is number one in what comes to impact and shake things up

good or bad

my number one

Tragic

So beautiful